Today was my cheat day for my diet. I went completely out of control. I ate so much that it's 7:30 and I just want to sleep. Disgusting.
So there's this boy...
I'm known as a serial dater. I make terrible decisions. I tend to want relationships with terrible men that are going to treat me like garbage. When I met this one, I really liked him. As things got more serious, I began to push him away. I am still fighting myself to keep him around. Most of my friends are married and have children. I can't keep fighting myself on this and not believing that I deserve happiness. I know that I do. It's just very hard to trust that someone with my heart anymore. I know that I want him in my life. I believe that he is a good person.
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